Sick thoughts just travel through my membrane

Take a toke of mary jane just to keep tame

Don't push me cause I'm close to the edge

Got a nine millimeter and it's screaming out death

Seen a lot of bloodshed in the night time

Honestly I ain't in my right mind

I've been subjected through the streets all neglected and

Through the streets is how I got respected

I've been connected to all sorts of crime

In the span of 25 years a short life time

A gang of robberies a couple of kid naps

See me flossing these the fools have been jacked

I've been wanted for all types of shit

Arrested at an early age what type of life is this

I've been shackled from my feet up and hand cuffed

Can't use excusses cause we always prove to have it rough

I've been shot at stabbed and shot back

A couple of homies that could not be brought back

And that's that that's life

A couple of older homies got 25 to life

All over gun fights all in the sunlight they

Never made it out to see them summer nights

Cause we all brown and down and proud of how we live

Still roll around the spots like

I don't give a shit

Knowing fools wanna split me

But I keep a ruger by my side

So why not come and get me

I still refuse to lose

Walking around with a 12 gauge 9 and a 22

I don't trip off the bullshit

Levas talking shit fuck em homie I got a full clip

I'd rather be caught with it then without it

I'd rather live in a cell then in the ground trick

So I will not cannot and won't stop

No matter what happens in live I won't flop

I've got kids to feed I've got bills to pay

Until they take care of that fuck what they say

As far as I know I've figured out survival and

In any second I could be dead and I know

So I stroll with my head in the clouds and

Tell them haters ain't no taking me out [Gunshot]